anon April 2nd, 2019. same for me but with watching videos all damn day at the end of the day i hate myself to bits because i’m still a student and not studying at all has taken such a great toll on my grades. just 6 years ago i was a straight a student but since then when i discovered the joys of youtube, my addiction spiral has really declined my grades and now i’m flunking every. Jan 06, 2016 · I can't handle being an adult. I can't handle being an adult. I'm afraid to try and better myself in any real way because I've only ever failed and I don't think I can handle that kind of letdown anymore. working a job I hate, paying bills and living on my own. I've been dealing with depression since around age 10 as well. I feel you.
The Internal “Why Do I Hate Myself” Battle Of People with Low Self Esteem. You don’t deserve praise. You shouldn’t speak your mind because your ideas are no good anyway. Or should you? They’re not. Next time someone criticizes you or questions your choices; try counting to three before you respond.